Hrm what have I seen in Ryan...
I've seen a lot of traits in him that I see in myself. I've seen that he has a dry sense of humour much like my own. I've seen that he cares for and loves his family very much. I've seen him be honest about the struggles he's faced with mental illness. I've seen that these struggles have bought him to the point where he is happy and confident in himself and doesn't need or want approval from others. I've seen that this confidence has been perceived as arrogance. I've seen that he's not ashamed of his intelligence, that he doesn't feel the need to dumb himself down. I've seen this refusal be labelled as condescending. I've seen that he doesn't seek out the limelight. I've seen that he doesn't need to be the centre of attention. I've seen that this refusal to play it up to the cameras has meant his storylines have been edited out in favour of the more 'dramatic' ones. I've seen that he knows he's not being shown by the way he teases with Sonia that she's forgotten to talk to him or that she's ignoring him. I've seen that even with this knowledge he hasn't changed who he is. I've seen that he's escaped many rounds of nominations, most notably in the beginning, not because he is boring or going under the radar but because most of the people he lives with actually like him. I've seen him be honest in the fact that he doesn't like or get along with everyone. I've seen him make friends. I've seen him make new friends when the old ones got evicted or when he learned more about that person. I've seen him lose patience with someone who is clearly playing an act. I've seen him call people names in anger or when blowing off steam. I've seen him accept that this is a competition, a game, that it involves nominating people you like. I've seen him recognise that he has threats in this game. I've seen him try to eliminate these threats. I've seen that although there's no doubt he wants to win he'd be happy for whoever did win. I've seen that both here and in the house people obsess over him - quite a feat for someone 'invisible'.