as a Kiwi-born Australian I’m reeling tonight
sickened
horrified
disgusted
and so deeply saddened
I studied and lived in Christchurch before heading over to the land of Oz ... its a beautiful city still trying to rebuild after the devastating quakes
New Zealand is a very beautiful place ... scenically amazing ... the very last place you would imagine the evil tentacles of racist hatred and terrorism spreading
how fucking naive am I!?!?!
i’m angry
i’m sad ... so deeply deeply sad
i’m sick to the stomach knowing that video streaming that that evil prick put out there will be spreading round the world and sickos out there will be cheering him on ... so depraved ...
i want to kick something .. lash out and hit something ... scream ...
and i just want to curl up into a ball, pull the covers over me, have a cry ... and please God let me wake up and find today was nothing but a nightmare!!
so fucking naive ...
not ok ... not at all