You know.. I actually don't think Lawson feels as guilty as what he is saying. I think he's paying lip-service to it really, because he realises that the public will be expecting him to say this, this, and that. I dunno, he doesn't seem that genuinely distraught/wracked with guilt to me with what we've seen. Oh yeah a few tears in the shower, the diary room tears (but these are only really when he talks about his mum), the way he kept eye contact with Jason's farewell video, a slight blushing across his face, but his features didn't really change that much, and he never looked away. I'm just not really buying it. I don't think either of them are feeling that guilty.