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Benjamin HM 2012 - Officially joins Behind Big Brother.

@Benjamin2012HM During the week with the fake house twist was there anyone who believed that it was real? and were people just saying that they thought it was a possibility just to play along? Honestly that was the worst twist I think I can remember, didn't Layla call it straight away during the fake live cross with Sonia anyway.
 
Estelle.Landy said:
Well funnily enough... Estelle IS here to confirm. That this is indeed absolute bullshit!
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Inigo Montoya said:
@Benjamin2012HM During the week with the fake house twist was there anyone who believed that it was real? and were people just saying that they thought it was a possibility just to play along? Honestly that was the worst twist I think I can remember, didn't Layla call it straight away during the fake live cross with Sonia anyway.
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Yeah I think Layla had seen it in a UK version of Big Brother. I never believed it honestly - I thought it was a game. I just couldn't work out how much of the house two was game or what BB was playing at. I couldn't put it together. I think it was great TV.
 
Face said:
If you could of been in any other bbau series which would it be?
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I loved the original season. But I also loved Reggie's season. I couldn't go as far as imagining being in the other Big Brothers. As they all feel so different to mine. I am sure that is how most Ex Housemates feel.
 
Benjamin2012HM said:
I loved the original season. But I also loved Reggie's season. I couldn't go as far as imagining being in the other Big Brothers. As they all feel so different to mine. I am sure that is how most Ex Housemates feel.
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Yeah it's a odd question to ask. Super hypothetical. But I think being in the first season would have been a vastly different experience than any other season.
 
Lucas said:
All I got from that Scoopla video was many clips of the 2012 season (more than any of the other seasons) with lame dancing and "happy" times trying to give the impression it was a happy and great season. Not going to happen ever. Did you edit the video Ben? It screamed "me, me, me" and "The 2012 crew was the best".

Wish Estelle would join this forum and put things right. :)
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Well hello, your wishes have been granted! I shall respond accordingly and really appreciate your well articulated posts.
 
Lucas said:
All I got from that Scoopla video was many clips of the 2012 season (more than any of the other seasons) with lame dancing and "happy" times trying to give the impression it was a happy and great season. Not going to happen ever. Did you edit the video Ben? It screamed "me, me, me" and "The 2012 crew was the best".

Wish Estelle would join this forum and put things right. :)
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Well hello, your wishes have been granted! I shall respond accordingly and really appreciate your well articulated posts.
 
bleachy_dude said:
@Benjamin2012HM you have my respect for explaining yourself here and it basically makes sense to me.

That being said though, I couldn't help but read your last few posts and wonder what it would have been like if you came out of the house saying this and Gretel was still the host. Hah.
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Gretel would have made sure Ben was accountable for his behaviour in the house and she wouldn't buy this "editing" line either! :D

I don't believe it.
 
Benjamin2012HM said:
In the last twenty four Hours of Big Brother there was very little shown of the dynamics between the three of us. In actual fact the last day was not shown at all. Estelle was more sure of herself than ever before. Her behaviour made Layla and I believe she was was under the impression she had won. There was an arrogance I had never seen before. Almost like a truth she had been hiding. She talked over the top of Layla, she cut off every story - to contradict it and this made it impossible to bring sympathy to her. I woke up every day in BB and looking at Estelle and thought I am going to try again. Within minutes she would make me feel uncomfortable or frustrated. If it was as simple for people to see what really happened with Estelle I am sure people would not have seen her as a poster girl for targeted-Bullying. I think she conjured a characters for the show. Something I could never understand, (as I was being as real as I possibly could.) I think she would chop and change with these characters and in this example I can discuss in a clear light one of the reasons why I didn't feel like it was possible to include her. Pretending to be something your not makes people feel uncomfortable. I would have a conversation about climate change with her - which Hippie Estelle would have thoughts and opinions. Then the next day I would have a conversation about climate change with RAPPER-GANGSTER Estelle and she would contradict everything from the day before. One day I asked her point blank why she had so drastically changed her opinion - she did not repsond with words - she mad barking noises and disappeared off into the next room. I was left wondering what part of this performance was real. Who was this girl?
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Thanks for outing yourself as a climate change denier. I can't say I'm surprised though.

I thought my opinion of you could not sink any lower, but you've managed it.
 
If this is the real Estelle I just got to say you are awesome. I don't care if one day you were "hippie" Estelle or "gangsta" Estelle.
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The only thing I wish was that you confronted Ben and his goon's in the house. But you thought being continually nice than being confrontational would have won them round in the end I gather? :(

Shame they thought everything revolved around them. :( :(
 
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