It is so strange how I used to catch the last train 12:10am into the city to go out to clubs. Drinking Woodstocks on the train.
Now if I am out, which I have barely been in the last few years, it's often checking the train times to catch trains homes before they stop. Often well before the last train home which is now around 1am.
If you were at a club before 11pm it was so early, now that would be late to be out. Although as I said, this is still even past pre-covid life.
My girlfriend jokes about how much more sociable I am than her, but really I barely see any of my friends anymore. Even when I get messages I don't even know how to respond timely. It's so weird.
Having said that, I was just in Fiji, some by myself to dive with sharks, then with some friends that honestly I don't know well but they were going to Fiji and I was invited. While I was there my girlfriend who couldn't go was asked out by our personal trainer. Unaware we've been dating for a few years. It just became a, "let's not mention it" and then a few years have gone past.
Of course, she said, "no." I don't have any jealousy issues. If anything I feel sorry for my trainer, marriage break up during covid etc, but fuck it does really bring up the point that I would be fucked socially if my girlfriend left me. We were together pre-covid but I don't know what I would have done during covid without her. We don't live together but live really close. Just joking around with her about if I got back and she was like, "I'm now with.., you were gone." It really would fuck up my life and it would be so empty, especially as there's so little social life. There'd be no coping mechanism or distraction. No regular drinks or anything. I assume I could manage but yeah it'd suck.