...fuck me!... Helen's in the Diary Room and is still obsessed that Ashleigh may win Big Brother this year... here is here latest crap dribbling dialogue... in the first part I've highlighted the parts in blue as a pot calling the kettle black moments as I see it... the irony of her statements is obviously her mirroring her own self... (as the psyches on BOTS love to say lol!)...
..."I think Ashleigh is false!"...
..."why?"... asks Big Brother...
..."because... she acts like... 'little-miss-oh-my-god-I-never-do-anything-wrong'... like... just little things like...
...I'm not a girly girl... um and she is a girly girl
but she's also a massive bitch!...
...and ... but I... but I'm a bitch as well... but I don't ...
...I don't have a problem with admitting that...
...whereas she does the whole like... "Ooh!... oh wow I... thankyou... oh my god I'm so amazed!"...
...every time she gets something it's like... you knew that you were going to get it because...
...that's the act that you put out there... you want... she loves everyone dancing to her tune...
...she has Chris...
absolutely kissing her fooking feeet... erm... Christopher's doing the same thing...
...she's there like... she's sat there and she'll go like... "I'm so tired!"... and everyone's like...
..."oh why don't you go to bed... do you need... do you need your hot water bottle filling up?...
...do you need this?... do you need that?... are you okay?... do you need a Paracetamol?...
...have you got a headache again for the fucking 67th day running?"...
she works everyone like a puppet...
...she's like this... (imitating someone handling a puppet on some strings)...
...to all the guys... she does this... she's not stoopid!...
she knows exactly what she's doing...
...and if she wins... she's played a very very
very good game!"...
... and later on when asked by Big Brother on how does she feels about leaving the house she says...
...''it's been kind of like...
the biggest learning curve I could ever have had... ever...
...I lived... with nine... eighteen strangers...
and I've learned something new from every single one of them...
...and then I'm going to get back into reality...
probably find out that 90% of the population hate me...
...fuck it!... (she laughs it off)... [from hate to hate?... not sure what she says there]...
...
it's better to be talked about than not be talked about at all so...
...
I have... the most amazing... amazing... group of people waiting for me...
...who've been there through thick and thin before for me...
...I have the most amazing gorgeous son that I could ever ever wish for...
...who I love and that's all I need...
I wanna be the best mother that you know... me son deserves..."...
..."does it feel that you've been away a long time?"... asks Big Brother...
..."yeah!... but oh my god I can't wait to...
...(puts out the 'please atone me for all of my past sins and feel sorry for me' tears right on cue... although this time I think that the tears are real and not forced... guilt perhaps?)...
...
I just hope that he's not changed!"...
... all of my highlighted parts in the second lot of diatribe are where I feel that she's playing the 'please forgive me' sections in blue and the 'feel sorry for me' parts in green... in my honest opinion I feel that she really hasn't given a toss about her son at all until Winston got taken out and since then she has started to feel vulnerable with only Ash and her there now...
...she 's starting on a guilt trip for all of her past sins because reality is now just around the corner... she has no regrets for the way that she has treated people at all... she's only feeling sorry for herself now it's coming to the end...
...I don't recall her saying
ANYTHING about her son first... once or twice she mentioned him when she was asked about him... I doubt that she has missed him at all myself but that is just my opinion... (I know that I sound heartless in saying that but it is Helen that we're talking about here)... even with her heartfelt tears while talking about her son I still felt that the tears were for her feeling sorry for herself rather than because she has missed her son... I'm sorry but that's the way that I feel about her...
...and the part where she says... "
I'll probably find out that 90% of the population hate me... fuck it!"... and then laughs it off shows to me the contempt that she has for people around her...
... it always has been and always will be about 'her'... rant over
... lol!... cheers.
the sites BB has directed me too has some weird stuff, but lucky for your stepson and myself, it does not exist, yet
)... Sticky you dumbass!!!!... cheers.
