This is sorta why I am confused. We live tweet and keep it pretty on task. I was talking about Drew particularly because all week people asked why I have it “in” for Drew and what forged mine & Jules’s decisions to target him… I havent come out saying he is a stark raving bully. He did have unkind & unnecessary commentary running on the side which we are seeing anyway with his comment aboit me, Jaycee and whoever else. It was to add context about why he is my biggest target.. I can’t just fast forward to now with how or what the relationship has or hasnt evolved to because that is so lame and not a true representation of what is happening in the house.Yeah, it's bad. I almost feel like quitting all BB and not watching anymore because his tweet is from the now, whereas as I said before those like lulu, Estelle, Taras and Reggie are tweeting thoughts and such from the period of the shows we're watching. Like just giving insight into the episodes we're watching, being mindful of spoliers whilst Tim's is a fast forward to the end of the story and it's not nice.
Either way he has gone way down in my opinion of him now. I wonder what those like Tully think of his outburst. I notice whilst she tries to be open and honest she's also very polished if that's the right word, so hasn't directly commented on it. Neither has Reggie who is very supportive of Estelle on twitter, and yet Tim conveys he is close with her. I noticed Lulu replied in shock to Tim and he recently posted photos with her, so will be interesting if he thinks on it as Lulu has posted her disappointment towards him.
Also I wonder if Tim still checks into here, as he did post here once upon a time.
Tim is shown with Tully early on as being “unnecessarily cruel” (her words) and you have also seen him be less than kind to me.
Particularly tonight when he has dressed in drag his “i was just helping you about the lollies”.
No he wasn’t if he was he would have pulled me aside.
He was purposefully grandstanding to try & create a rift & target in me like he did Dave with the Tully nomination…
Tim could see I was already becoming upset & it was not about the lollies.
We were eating rice for 16 hours and he had KFC and is telling me about food? He also ate everything in the house including peoples left overs they tried to save. Which again how petty to even mention but is he really pulling this lollie privilege on me ?
Reggie, Tully & I were the most naggy HMs trying to police the food cause noone seemed to care much about everyone as a dynamic. Lol i mean i think i stretched & tried to use it in my nom for Joel as he “was selfish eating all the food” (vegan) like how ridiculous is all this when you say it out loud! Lol.
There is a moment in that house where I am told i cannot hang in the yard by a housemate after I pull them up on saying unkind things about another but I dont need to publicly talk about all that because even though we are all going through trials and tribulations with one another in the game i dont want to draw attention to the stuff that really actually hurt. We want to still have a line to protect eachother even if in the game we butt heads big time.
Tonight has shown alot that is for sure and not what I had ever hoped for…
Dont even know if this makes sense.