it's been nearly five years and i still can't work out whether her behaviour back then, especially towards someone as inexperienced as me, was merely innocent charm or manipulative charm. which is really troubling to me. seriously, it is frightening to think how charming she was back then, so charming that even young delcan was forum friends with her.
and if we do believe what inigo said of herself back then, that during that period of her life she wasn't actually feeling charming, then that is even more frightening to me. the fact that someone can actually project such charm but feel the opposite makes me wonder if anything in life can be actually trusted.