Hi Estelle,
2012 was the most disappointing bb of all time. I was utterly heartbroken for you and I have never been more disgusted in a winner. I have said it many times in these forums, for my dislike excelled when he won because how can something like that happen I thought... I was fuming when they showed you leading the charts in the voting system. That set you up for the loss I believe and I honestly think it was their intention to drive the votes to Ben. Of course this was always a theory. But reading that Alex asked you not to mention the bullying in the house as you were evicted (which made me so sad for you because to not even express your hurt as if what happened was ok is bullshit!) just proves to me that Ben winning was their main objective because they wanted bb to end with a proposal. In their minds they could sugarcoat the nastiness that was 2012 by ending it with a bang. I couldn't even appreciate it at all either, because really, it is a slap in the face for any person who has been the subject of bullying.
This is why I loved and I truly mean loved 2013 bb. Cool groups were challenged and the dominating groups no longer dominated. Tim challenged them and made sure they feared him and him alone, he did not have a posse to fall on or an army to fight back. For the first time ever IMO, Tim in my eyes gave viewers hope and showed people empowering weird and unusual was cool. I wish you could have been part of that because it's clear the hurt has marked you. You really deserved better than that. I hope you are happy though and that life shows you the real beauty![]()
Completely agree with you 100% @Sweetgeek. Tim made 2013 so friggin' great.
