jessy_girl
Well-Known Member
Hi Everyone, Thankyou all for your kind words, and thoughts, @Trala ,@Insomniac ,@Isee ,@Meglos ,@Affable ,@shaydee ,@Inigo Montoya ,@qtkt ,@jessy_girl ,@bleachy_dude ,@mutleyp ,@Tuttle ,@hooleydooley ,@crimmy ,@Mooseface ,@Khun Khun ,@el'coopo & @Mr Stickyfingers . Hope I havent forgotten anyone. @shaydee, I cannot imagine how hard that was for you losing your child, and I felt the same as you, next day I thought how can people just go on as if everything is fine, when my world has stopped. @hooleydooley , I believe some of us have that gift, and it sounds like you have. I was asleep when I got the call in the morning. I felt it too before I was told. I dreamt about my dad the sunday night. I have never felt this grief before. This is the first death of someone truly close to me, (other than a miscarriage) someone that I loved deeply, he was such a kind hearted man, who was so selfless. Its going to be hard. I know I am not the only one to go through a loss, but right now, I am just so incredibly sad.I thought he would have a few months more. And I am so angry also with how the last month he was treated by some drs. And I am so sad that he suffered in the last few weeks. I was trying so hard to get him in to see a Palliative care specialist, but I kept getting vetoed by his specialists. I feel like I have let him down. Im sorry, blubbering my personal thoughts,
Please post as many personal thoughts as you like it it will help, but by no means feel obligated to. You absolutely did not let your father down and your recent posts her alone prove that. No, you're not the only one to go through a loss but that doesn't matter, this is happening to you right now so don't feel as though you aren't allowed to grieve or mourn. Please take care of yourself and be kind to yourself during this time xxx