You really don't get it.
That kid didn't know my name. It was a failed intimidation tactic, just like I have seen many times in here before when it comes to members being offended by my words, so they threaten to have me de-registered/beaten/publicly outed/banned. My sadness wasn't due to having someone on the internet know my actual name, which coincidentally, I have already shared with you privately just to demonstrate how many fucks I give. It was the fact through this posters public facebook threats and attacks to Tim our Leader, I was able to click on her real self as opposed to her online persona. And realising I had interacted so toxically with a broken drug addicted little girl quite literally reduced me to shame filled tears.
This bullshit felt so real and so important to me that I was caught up in the false avatar toxicity, I, like I have done many times before and continue to do, forgot we are all real people. I had that BBB detox because I didn't like my actions, not hers. It had nothing to do with that posters behaviour and threats, it was all about my behaviour.
Look at your interactions in the last week, look at what it has reduced you to. And what for? A retarded quest to be validated by people who can't stand you? Let me tell you, as long as your arsehole points to the ground that is never going to happen. So again here you find yourself, wasting another day arguing with a bunch of cyber fuckhead's you will never meet nor know over horse shit. This back and forth bullshit doesn't make any of us winners, just 7 sad losers who continue to engage with each other despite the fact the current environment is poisoned.
We have got to the stage we will waste hours to get that much needed cyber hand. We mock or devalue the deaths of a family member of a poster, we minimalise and ridicule problems and hurts, we will swear, sledge and threaten, to gain the upper cyber hand, we will "like" passive aggressive posts to further create division, we quote paragraphs we feel validate our own retarded arguments, trawl through vintage threads just to find the perfect contradiction, and all for what? Just to gain that magically dysfunctional upper hand, get that one extra "like", completely fooling ourselves while doing it that we are being smarter, better, more powerful/likable because we have the morale upper hand or numbers? There are no winners, all of us who continue this blatant fucktardia are fucking losers.
Aren't you starting to tire of it? This ground hog day of toxicity?
I know I am.