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Nooooooooooooooooo, then I will be left holding a handful of nothing!No, fill all the threads you want with your wisdom! Fill it till it reaches the brim and overflows with knowledge.


Nooooooooooooooooo, then I will be left holding a handful of nothing!No, fill all the threads you want with your wisdom! Fill it till it reaches the brim and overflows with knowledge.
Nooooooooooooooooo, then I will be left holding a handful of nothing!![]()
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You stole that from Aero bars.A handful of nothing is something. A something of nothing. But if nothing is something and something is nothing, then nothing is nothing.
You stole that from Aero bars.
I think respect should be earnt. I can't respect someone until I have gotten to know them more than just seeing them as a face or name. I don't think it is an ego thing, but rather a trust thing as I believe respect and trust are closely interwined in that if you trust someone then you would respect them as well.
Hey @reepbot
I was going to send you a PM with the following but it appears you have disabled that option.
I don't know what you are going through right now and I wish I could help you but please remember that you are not alone and I care for you. X
I haven't disabled that option. Only made it so that only anyone I follow can PM me.
Thank you for your kind words. I think I'm fine, although Jordan says I'm insane so who knows?
I respect Jordan and I really like him but I have to disagree with him that you are "insane". You are going through stuff but I don't think you are crazy.
By the way I meant to ask you about your writing course. It started last week didn't it? How is it going?
I'm not sure if I'm going through stuff. There are some days where I feel so happy that I feel almost arrogant. Then I feel guilty for being arrogant. Then there are other days when I feel really really sad. Like so sad that I feel empty because I know that I am a lump of shit. A piece of nothing who is wasting space here on earth.
Going fine thank you very much. Wrote a couple of stories.
How can being happy make you feel "almost" arrogant? Everyone deserves to be happy in life. Being happy is not a sin and you should not feel bad for feeling that way. I think you should just enjoy being happy when you feel happy and not think about it too much.
I know exactly how you feel about having days when you just feel so sad. Sometimes for no reason. You just feel empty. Sometimes I shed a few tears and let my emotions out while listening to my music. That seems to help me or I watch a TV show to take my mind off it. Each time I feel that way I know that eventually my sadness will disappear and I will be back to feeling normal in a few hours or the next day.
Reepbot, you are not a lump of shit. You are so hard on yourself at times. You deserve to be here on earth. Everyone has the right to be here. Please do not keep thinking you are lesser than everyone else. That is not true. You are worthy of life.
Good to hear your course is going fine. Hope you come up with a lot of great story ideas and fill your creativity.![]()
I have to be hard on myself. I just have to. Because I know how awful I am. How disgusting, how stupid, how worthless, how untrustworthy, how sneaky, how backstabbing, how retarded, how gross, how ugly, how soulless, how insane, how unstable, how boring, how weird, how useless, how foolish I am. That is why I respect Inigo. Because she saw who I really was and didn't sugarcoat it. She told me the truth about who I am.
Yes, I am coming up with lots of stories.
Hmm. I have to dispute with you on all of those characteristics you think you are.
I should tell you that you are not disgusting, gross and you are definitely not ugly. From pics I have seen of you I think you are cute and quite attractive!
You are not retarded, stupid, insane and unstable. Stop thinking like that now.
And you are definitely not boring!!!
Another person's views on you should not define who you are. Each person sees someone and each event differently.
Maybe use these feelings you have for a interesting story?![]()
Thank you for your kind words. But what if I think her views are right?
I do have a story about a young boy who think he is a dinosaur and his parents say 'Don't be stupid', so the young child eats his parents.
I also noticed you have a Kylie avatar. Not as good as my Tina avatar....
I guess you can agree with that person's views but it doesn't necessarily mean it is the truth.
If you look deep inside I am sure you know in your heart who you really are. Are you really that bad of a person? Do you really think that? Maybe you should talk about these feelings you have with your therapist? I disagree with your views on yourself. See what your therapist has to say.
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Is it wrong that I burst out laughing with that story idea? It is kind of brilliant. Haha. At least I think so!
There you go!!! One great thing about you: a wonderful imagination!!!
Haha! I love Kylie.
You know she is the "princess of pop" with @MADONNA being the "queen of pop"!!!
Where does Tina fit? Haha!(Only joking!)
I do like the dinosaur one. I also have a story about a husband and wife who wake up in the middle of the night in their bed flying over to this place called bedland where their bed is being nominated for bedisent of bedland.
That sounds rather interesting. Please let me have a read of these stories once you finish them!![]()