...a strange show today... watching Helen's reactions to Ashleigh's and Christopher's conversations about her were a bit of an eye opener for her methinks... I so enjoyed the fact that they were saying all of that while she was listening to it... Chris's Diary Room talk about listening in on peoples private conversations shows just how unattached he is to getting involved in contemptuous arguments...
..."it's really really hard... I cannot sit there and listen to people's conversations...
...I just feel like I'm snooping... that's not a nice thing to do...
...I'm really not enthusiastic to hear people talking and get excited every time I think that they are talking about me...
...so... it just goes to highlight the huge difference between myself and Helen...
...but...er... I don't have to get involved... to get all... crazy!... and shitty...
...and I certainly don't want to be in a confined place...with a... what would you call it?...
...she's a firework and I really don't want that to go off while I'm in there...
...but then I wasn't evicted so"...
..."Chris... when Christopher and Ash had to make the decision of who to evict last night...was there a part of you that thought that they would choose Pav?"... asked Big Brother...
..."a little part but not... no... not much... I think Pav's very very consciously sort of let Helen and Ash 'adopt' him...
...Christopher I think has guilt about Pav and I think he does over compensate...
...I think he... he feels it's a cop-out to ever use the fact that Pav came in late... I don't...
...Pav watched the show and came in late... Pav knew what he was doing...
...I would never EVER put myself in that position and sulk around...
...and act like people are kind of still getting down on me...
...and 'hmmm!... I just thought that it was going to be the same again...
...and do the same things again'... like ... you haven't got a leg to stand on...
...he should really not be grumbling... you should just be putting his hands up and go...
...'fine!... if that's the way that it's going to be... if it's going to be like that... "I came in halfway through!"...
...I don't think that it's the winning... I think it's the money...
...everyone there... bar Pav... I would love to see win!"...
...now this is what gets up my craw... Chris went into the Diary Room just to vent his frustration at the fact that Helen is obsessed about what is being said about her... that's all he went in for... he was uncomfortable with being in there with her... that's ALL he went in there for... to vent his frustration about being in that un-envious position...
...but because BBUK are trying to elevate Helen as the eventual winner because she has now 'reformed'... they then chose to try and get some sort of emotional hidden anger from Chris by asking him about whether he has any resentment against Chris and Ash for nominating him in the first place...
...this was done by them to obviously try and get him off-side with the public at the death knock in the competition if he turned bitter and sour against Christopher and Ash... but the didn't!... he rose above that because he is a gentle soul that just tries to think the best of people at all times... he doesn't always achieve this ambition but he tries his hardest to rise above ill feeling towards others at all times!...
...he has no ill feeling towards Ash and Christopher now as he had none the night they evicted him but BBUK cannot be content with that could they?... he was complaining about their golden girl Helen and they turned it around from his personal feelings at that particular moment to try and bring out a nasty side of him that doesn't exist to take the heat off Helen!... that really shits me!... yet again... his feelings don't come into it with them... it's all about protecting Helen isn't it?...
...BBUK should be really ashamed of themselves on how they have treated the weaker housemates and encouraged the bullies within the house... at the beginning of this series... when I was watching UK big Brother the for the very first time I was enthralled about how 'fresh' the show was... I was smitten with their feisty hostess Emma... I was captured by BBBOTS and Rylan... I extolled the merits of the show and how I wish that Australian Big Brother should be 'grunty and meaty' like this version of Big Brother...
...I complained that our sugary sweet version that is orientated towards the 'weeney bopper' generation and not towards us adults and also that Alex was to easy on our housemates... well... as hard as it is for me to say that now... I love our version the best!... yes!... I said it... I LOVE OUR VERSION BEST!!!!!... who woulda thunk it eh?...
...Australian Big Brother show more 'duty of care' towards every housemate equally than BBUK have ever done... BBUK are happy to crucify any housemate that they have finished using and throw them on the scrap heap faster than they can blink!... it is just so wrong!... I really do hope that Channel 5 do sell BBUK back to Channel 4 just so that I can see the differences between the two!... perhaps they would treat the housemates with respect and as human beings instead of just 'rating material'...
...the 'celebrity' thing with Pav and Ashleigh was total rubbish!... BBUK have no ideas left do they?... the reactions of the housemates when they found out that Helen and Chris weren't evicted was interesting to say though... it was actually good to see Helen and Ashleigh both looking so happy at that very moment for a change... I think that they were both so happy for the few brief moments there... it's a shame that it hasn't been like that all the way along isn't it?... it didn't take long until both Ashleigh and Helen to revert back to talking about each other though did it?...
...I liked the discussion between Chris and Christopher out in the garden alone... I great moment... Christopher was very grateful that Chris was being kind about him nominating him in the first place...
... Helen in the Diary Room having another slash at Ashleigh showed to me that she'll never change and will always be what she really is!... it's a shame really..
...oh well... I'm glad that I got that rant out of the way because tonight would probably be the last night before the eviction that anyone will bother to read my rubbish eh?... lololol!... cheers.