Columbo
Never again
I'm trying to understand this. When I hated myself for something it limited my perceptions and therefore limited my capabilities in an area. Though I do see what you are trying to get at with what you said.
People can love themselves and be humble
Well it is like when something goes really well for me and I feel happy. But then I think I shouldn't feel happy because I don't deserve to be happy. That I am being too big for my boots. So I start feeling guilty about being happy. So I say to myself (not out loud) that I am a retarded piece of shit. Then I say to myself everything that is wrong with me. Then I hate myself again and all is right with the world.