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crimmy said:
well that's bull - the forum's a ghost town because the main topic we all had in common to come and talk/argue about has bitten the dust ... and people move on to other things ... besides you have your own thread - you're famous! :p

can I have your autograph?
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You are making far too much sense for this forum.

Yes, you can have my autograph.
 
reepbot said:
Well apart from apparently being single-handedly responsible for this forum being a ghost town by virtue of me posting a lot I am doing ok. The hope in my heart keeps me happy.
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nah, it was just not you ........ I play bad and sad songs .... you get that ....... I used to enjoy the many folk, that dropped on by. Never have have understood the personal attacks, nor the ripping into another, just because they seemed meek and weak, and may have been reaching out - I dunno ..........

Just because you are shining your light in whatever way you are, helps to still shine a light - when it is dark here - I see it, even though sometimes I don't understand WTF you are on about !!!!!!!! and in the end, there will always be someone to blame ;)
 
hooleydooley said:
nah, it was just not you ........ I play bad and sad songs .... you get that ....... I used to enjoy the many folk, that dropped on by. Never have have understood the personal attacks, nor the ripping into another, just because they seemed meek and weak, and may have been reaching out - I dunno ..........

Just because you are shining your light in whatever way you are, helps to still shine a light - when it is dark here - I see it, even though sometimes I don't understand WTF you are on about !!!!!!!! and in the end, there will always be someone to blame ;)
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Excellent post, Hooley. I am pretty weird sometimes, but my intentions are always good.
 
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i hate meeting new people. i really do. i altways get so anxious about what i will say. my hands start to shake, i give less eye contact than normal, and i just want to die. and then i say something stupid to this new person i'm meeting. they look at me like i'm a freak, and later that day my mind replays that encounter over and over again until i just want to crack open my skull so that my bad thoughts could dissapear forever. because i'm always thinking 'i'm not nomal, i'm just a retarded piece of shit, a pathetic loserwho deserves to die.'. but i'm trying to think more positive thoughts, trying to be more normal. i do like having negative thoughts than positive thoughts. i have always felt more comfortable being insulted than praised. to b honest praise freaks me out, because i feel that i never deserve any. i only feel that criticism is the right thing for me because i need to hear the truth. to me any compliments i get are just lies. i know they think i suck.
 
Interesting article on Aspergers, perhaps you are not so weird afterall @reepbot ! I know of "weird human retards" (as you call yourself) making good surgeons in real life for example. Different people are dealt a different combination of challenges and gifts in life.

To read awful things feel normal and safe to you is sad, and I understand any desire for understanding or self expression, to a point. I hope you're able to overcome some of the things you speak of with the right strategy, motivation and support. You strike me as a smart, empathetic and potentially very capable. It would be great to see you moving ahead. No doubt lots of people here have their own personal struggles to overcome, so in that you are probably not alone.

I will shut up and get off the soap box now. :smile:
 
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The thing I have to watch out for is falling a victim to my own self-fufilling prophecy. Like saying to myself 'I can't do A because when I do A it always leads to B, and B is bad.' That can be a very posionous mindset for me, but also a very addictive one. What I should be doing instead is telling myself 'Why not?'. I have a deep and strong respect for anyone who has the courage to break through their self-doubt and insecurity so that they can do what they wish.
 
i love passionate people. the kind of people who really care about stuff. it might be small or big in the grand scheme for things. but for them it is the most important thing in the world. they pour their heart and soul into what they love doing. they care, and to me that is awesome. for to care means you actually feel something for at least something. that is the kind of stuff that makes me smile.

for me, i am passionate about creative writing. there is nothing more satisfying to me in my life than me thinking of a great story idea. it's like i'm sitting there, just wondering about stuff, when this really great plot for a story just comes to me and wedges itself into my mind. and it stays there until i can ignore it no longer. because i know that i have to write this story. i feel it in my bones, that desire that strengthens me so. it gnaws at me day and night. every breathing moment of my existence is consumed by this idea. it whispers to me everytime i take a step, and it touches my soul everytime i reflect. soon i can't ignore this feeling, and i go on my computer and i begin to write. my idea, that idea that had been in my head, comes flowing out through my fingertips and helps to create a new story. it makes me feel so proud that just a small moment of my very own inspiration can develop into a story. imagination is so important to me, it is such a vital part of my soul. and through that imagination comes my passion for writing, for creating something that i truly love and i always will.
 
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This made me laugh quite hard.
 
reepbot said:
@Lucas, what are your social etiquette rules? My asperger's mind wants to know, please. So that I can be more normal and stuff.
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Who me? :bucktooth::bucktooth::bucktooth: Haha.

Reepbot, being "normal" is overrated. All that matters (or SHOULD matter) is if you are a nice person or not. Treat people how you would like to be treated.

That is what I live by and look for in other people. :)

My advice is to be yourself. At the end of the day you should really only care about what YOU think of yourself. To be truly happy you must be happy and comfortable within yourself.

Just my two cents. :)

And by the way having Aspergers should not be seen as something bad. You just have a different way of viewing the world. You wouldn't be who you are today without it. :)
 
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