Well in real life i'm a lot more quiet and about twenty times more awkward. I look at it like this: on here, where there is a computer screen between me and people, i'm only juggling two balls, so it seems from a distance that I may be doing ok, but a closer look would see that i'm having trouble with my timing of the juggling and my catching is a little off-kilter. In real life, with all the different facial expressions and body language coupled with my social anxiety, I'm juggling three balls and I'm constantly dropping them.
People need to accept you, for who you are and portray, around here - whatever that may be.
Sometimes, it is really hard to understand what others mean - through their written words.
I get you have been trying to understand the rejection you have received from other poster(s), but sometimes, there is nothing to be understood. Totally different wave length ......... I could post a song here and will refrain LOL.
I like the fact that we are all different, and have different views and different ways of interpretation .... really, no one is right or wrong .... maybe we will know, in the end when we all meet our Maker.
It is very interesting reading how different posters, posts their comments and how it all reads out (in my own brain)
You Reeps, I find your posts to be of wanting to understand, with always the questioning and the want of understanding. You have never really been angry, nor set the tone to being that, but I can see why others and yourself may feel frustrated and sometimes you just have to let go, of it all.
Sometimes, the best friendships come from giving another space and allowing thyself and others to process it all and then remember what qualities each liked in the first place.
You don't want to be the creepy reepy, do you?
I really hope you can enjoy those that choose to chat and bounce off you..........