E: You lied, you lying liar! How dare you lie to me! You lied to me! You lied to me!
T: Yes, I did. You lied to me, too.
E: Pause to recognise, then bypass/deny this.
E: I stepped off! I did. I did.
Everyone else: Er, no, you didn't.
Omg this is it exactly!!! And this is not the first time in the game it was like this btw..
Also, I cant remember who said it in this chat, but I was NEVER vindictive about lies, or ever did them out of spite. I didnt take joy in them either. With Estelle, i never lied to her before this. What happened is she said she had my back 100% over and over again with the Drew vote (Reggie did too actually. Said she had me 100% with Estelle, but she actually didnt. Please dont get me wrong, I love Reggie and always will, but its so weird and rich being the "liar" of the season haha).
Anyway, great moves on their part, but in regards to Estelle, I was like "holy fuck...like I literally voted everytime against Drew because I was your friend Estelle. Thats why him and I became enemies...because I was always going against the Newbies to protect you...". And she still wanted to keep her nemesis....but i survived! And from then on I couldnt trust her.
But why would I tell her I couldnt trust her? Its a game, she played me (very well and i give her all the kudos for it), but her hit missed. So i kept her onside as best as I could, because she had already opened that door that lying is ok. It wasnt vindictive, or spiteful, just a way to get ahead with someone who fired the shots first.
I honestly found it so weird that she got so angry. Like its full on surprised pikachu. And even after the show finished filming it took us AGES to rectify it. But that all seems to be gone because I see her agenda on twitter calling me untrustworthy and a liar and all that, but never ever owning her part in why that happened. And I keep saying this exact story and asking her if any part of it is incorrect, and she never responds. Cuz none of it is incorrect.
Its also very frustrating, because for someone that has been bullied and supposedly stands up for those being down trodden, she doesnt pull any punches, makes me (and others) look like we are evil incarnate, and releases all these bullies and evil people who send me death threats and the worst language youve heard. People wanting to punch my head in and knock me out and Im a cunt and a fuckwit and all that jazz. And Im like "but...but!?...but like you did the same to me?!"
Please dont take this the wrong way, Im so happy that I got to do this, but Im telling you the Newbies, expecially Johnson and Aleisha, have had it so fucken hard. I mean, we're going up against Australian royalty and voting them out, and we're nobodies. Theyre reading everything and they are actually INCREDIBLE and good humans.
Im just saying, please be careful what you believe from some people. And I will BACK EVERYTHING I CAN up as much as possible and answer. any question you all have.
I hope I havent gone too far tonight, but its distressing getting a billion "youre a cunt, despicable, dog etc" messages on all mediums because Estelle is stirring the pot like Im evil and not telling the entire story. Like, big brother in the end is a FUCKING GAME and everyone else is being incredibly gracious and trying to have fun. AND holding their tongues, because ITS A GAME.
Theres been a lot going on in the background that would blow all your minds and probably have you rethink or readjust what you believe.
Anyway rant over. Apologies if Im bringing everyone down and also I mean no disrespect to Estelles character at all. But I do believe some of these actions are having some pretty dire consequences and I cannot believe that thats going unnoticed, when in fact I think its being incited.