Hi Everyone, Thankyou all for your kind words, and thoughts,
@Trala ,
@Insomniac ,
@Isee ,
@Meglos ,
@Affable ,
@shaydee ,
@Inigo Montoya ,
@qtkt ,
@jessy_girl ,
@bleachy_dude ,
@mutleyp ,
@Tuttle ,
@hooleydooley ,
@crimmy ,
@Mooseface ,
@Khun Khun ,
@el'coopo &
@Mr Stickyfingers . Hope I havent forgotten anyone.
@shaydee, I cannot imagine how hard that was for you losing your child, and I felt the same as you, next day I thought how can people just go on as if everything is fine, when my world has stopped.
@hooleydooley , I believe some of us have that gift, and it sounds like you have. I was asleep when I got the call in the morning. I felt it too before I was told. I dreamt about my dad the sunday night. I have never felt this grief before. This is the first death of someone truly close to me, (other than a miscarriage) someone that I loved deeply, he was such a kind hearted man, who was so selfless. Its going to be hard. I know I am not the only one to go through a loss, but right now, I am just so incredibly sad.I thought he would have a few months more. And I am so angry also with how the last month he was treated by some drs. And I am so sad that he suffered in the last few weeks. I was trying so hard to get him in to see a Palliative care specialist, but I kept getting vetoed by his specialists. I feel like I have let him down. Im sorry, blubbering my personal thoughts,
looking forward to what should be a pretty fun night
